Dear Anyone,

I am so very tired. I should stop writing these blogs and do homework, but I am so jaded I honestly do not care that much anymore.
I ask "What's the point?"
I am given the reply "College something blah blah blah."
Said reply does not appease my whizzened mind. (whizzened, much like buzzing or scattered, I have now just realized my definition does not make sense.)
Life keeps chugging along the railroad tracks of something or other. I am almost definitite that I am falling asleep as I write this, which will not help with the whole I have homework to do thing. At this moment please refer to the aforementioned jaded comment. Thank you.
I write not with a deft and whizzened hand, but with a befuddled mind and tired eyes. I am surprised at how unwrought this post is turning out to be.
Today in one word: odd.
Explination needed? Too bad, thou art one getting not. HA! SYNTAX MY ASS.
Today started off rather poorly, rushing out the door and barely making it on time to PE. In drama class I was given an extension on my monologue, which is a Godsend. In AP Language I was given another extension, refer to aforementioned Godsend. Thank you. In AP Language we were given the all but benign task of timed writing. We were then instructed to pass said piece to the left, where it would be graded by a peer. We all scored several esssays. I was called during the middle of class to do something about regestration for next year, which I am still not sure what that was for, so therefore I was unable to score the last essay.
When I was handed mine back it had the following scores: 7, 8, 8. Which is rather impressive considering I am not the best essayist. Maybe it was the fact that it was graded by peers, or it really was a strong little essay. Who knows.
It's easier to write things off as a fluke then to actually admit you did well by your own merit. Well at least for me anyways.
I am studying stem cells at current. Certain sciences are fascinating, such as biology and astronomy. All the other scieces can stick their jagged rocks and physics equations right up their rock formations and delta signs. <---- that did not work out as well as I had hoped.
I am presenting to the class a slideshow about stem cells. Hopefull there is enough information, and hopefully I know enough on the subject to at least BS my way through it and somehow scrape a B or an A.
Valentines Day is fast approaching, riding upon it's horse of love and awareness. Galavating about with those whom have true loved ones in which to share said "holiday"; the idea of that "holiday" bores into my thoughts, rather quickly, like a worm of some kind burrowing into the flesh of a human being. I hate being single and yet, if I were to become "taken" as they say, I would probably hate that too. I am too insecure, crazy, paranoid, busy and socially retarded to keep the relationship alive. At current, I pitty any girl who would want me as more than a friend. And that is not sefl-deprication, or self hatred, it's jsut the plain old truth, it's a rather blunt and lonely truth, but all the same: true.
If I say true one more time...
Hmm... checklist:
metaphysical speculations in post? possibly
exestintialism? not relavent
humourous antecdote? depends on sense of humour, but more or less Yes.
long string of unconnected rants? youbetcha'
The last line in post? is this one.