So here I be, in Ziggi's, with Carly. A friend brand new. I am trying to work on poetry, my song, and organizing everything in preparation for college, and my creative writing portfolio due at the end of the semester, in about two weeks now. Stressful times, and yet here I am, just "chilling" as it were.
Well that was the night previous, and now it is day. I woke up an hour ago, 12. Noon. On a sunday. I am eating Chinese food. Ha. So healthy. I am also watching Seinfeld. I am wasting so much time, and now I am starting to freak out. I don't know why. Probably because finals are soon, and I have a cornucopia of tests to do, and projects to finish and show to direct. A job at which I am failing most heartily. Great I'm in that sort of mood. GAH ANGST. I need help some days, like we all do. We're all human. Why is being human so awful? Why is being a teenager the worst thing to be when you're a teenager? ANGST.
Whew. I have a lot on the mind today, at least I think I do. I think I'm suppressing feelings, or something along those lines. I don't know. I know what I am talking about. And I guess I don't really care if you do.
This blog is so unfocused, I just keep on going. And there really is no actual thought driving this blog. I wish I could just focus on something today. I know I don't have ADD or ADHD, I just have problems starting work, and finishing work. Maybe I should go for a freezing walk, or do some breathing exercises. I don't know. I just don't know anything today angst. I was angst going to angst study angst history angst vocab, it's a test with 95 angst words, angst that I have to fill angst out.
Oh yeah, my short story. I have to finish that so I have a rough draft. Ha. Tomorrow. I am so screwed. Today I am failure. It's okay, because Sundays are usually my worst days. Always.
Okay, I had better end this angst ridden, stupid rant.
And as always, if you have any questions about anything, I guess I'll try to answer them with the utmost honesty.
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