I feel awful.
My friend thinks I hate her, and she has a logical reason to. I am the worst person ever. I am angry, and annoyed very easily. I am contemptuous, cantankerous, and crabby. I am stressed out all the time for no reason, and unfortunately, she sometimes gets used as some sort of emotional punching bag.
Why? Because I don't deserve to live. Whoo for logical fallacies. I truly am an awful person, for me the bad outweighs the good. I don't deserve anything I have.
I deserve to either die, or just live the rest of my life in brutal seclusion. And that is how I feel.
And right now, I agree with it and I do not care what others have to say about it, because they would have to agree. I am an AWFUL PERSON.
I don't understand why I have friends, and why people don't see that I am an awful person.
hmmm. I wonder if anyone has caught on that I hate myself and have a low self esteem....
I truly hope no on reads my posts.
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